Mind

Mind seldom behaves like this,

It thinks too much, No for good sleep 

Over analysed, that's what keeping it so alert,

Hate it to be this way, but nothing much can be done

Trying to relax it with games, not helping

Going for books and articles, not helping

How can it be that way...1 reason

Used to be a virus for me, still remain as one

Not possible to remove it that easily, 

Even the GREATEST anti virus software can't help at all

When there's still hope, no doubt it will turn happy,

Even if it need waiting, will still go for it

Mind got confused when it didn't receive the wanted code

Waking up at 3.46am, sitting in front of PC

Can't stop thinking about it, 

Hoping for a happy ending

It's birthday wish, but never know will it materialise

Been years since mind was triggered to that extend

Not many can activate it, 

Forced to wipe out details in it when things didn't work out

Not possible to wipe out within that period

Doubt it will be possible to be removed

Different belief shouldn't be a limitation

It only serves as a challenge, 

To make both grow stronger

Holding firm to the wish

Things should patch up soon, hoping

Will never give up on it, never

Will fight for it, 

Believe there's space for better future

Believe!