I have fingernails now! Proud of myself! :)

I have not "kopek" my fingernails for 1 month plus and that is something to be proud of. A very big thank you to Belvinder Kaur for helping me to kick away the bad habit. 

Previously, whenever I'm reading books or newspaper, my fingers will start to 'play' with my nails. That habit has been with me since I'm a kid. 

When one of my colleague noticed betapa cacatnya my nails. She suggested me to use nail paint and I did. It works!! Why?? Because it prevent me from "kopek'-ing when I'm about to play with my nails, the immediate respond from my brain pulls my hands away!!

 The reflex respond comes from the different feel on my feels (with additional layers of paint). So yeah, my nails are shining  brightly and some of my friends noticed that. Thank you Belvinder! 

Mash up: it was only just a dream

I dedicate this mash-up video by me..to a girl I met 4 months ago. She's sweet, lovely, cute, pretty...The only thing she doesn't have is....ME!!! =p 

Everything happened so fast...as if it's my dream.

It was only just a dream. My dream.Because I dare to dream.

Here's the lyric..in case you don't know what's the content

This is a story of a girl
I can't tell you what it really is
the DJ got us falling in love
Now listen to me baby
I'm not afraid, to take a step
Cos I got a feeling, I know you want me
Watcha say...I know you want me
I'm yours...
'Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
Watchasay..it was only just a dream

So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
I got a feeling.....it was only just a dream
Now listen to me baby

Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you
I got a feeling..it was only just a dream

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
I got a feeling..it was only just a dream

Watcha say...u know I want cha

If I had you, that will be the thing I ever need

This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
This is not the end, this is not the beginning
I got a feeling...woo hoo..it was only just a dream
Next time
There will be no next time
I got a feeling...woo hoo..it was only just a dream